A time to reflect

It has been quite sometime since I have written, and I mean really written. About hopes, dreams passions, questions and I have been feeling that separation; from myself. I am two people the happy lets change the world girl to the one who sits by sometimes and questions her every move. I no longer want to look at my life from the outside. I want to be in my life. Living everyday to be who I want to be. And maybe just maybe I don't know who that is yet. Maybe just maybe I am still figuring that out, and thats okay. Its okay to not have every second of my life planned. To not know my career, if I will ever fall in love, if I should go to school. Its okay to live day by day. For me its living each day knowing there is a purpose in that day. Knowing that for me God has a purpose and just by getting up and walking in this world I am making a difference. I want to be happy with who I am here and now. With how much I give and how much I dream. I am getting there, slowly but surly I am proud of myself. I am excited to start finding me again. I hope some of you come along for the ride:)